Saturday, March 01, 2008

WE'VE MOVED

COME SEE ME HERE:

http://guatangels.blogspot.com/

Sunday, February 24, 2008

This will be my last post on this blog.
I want to first say... Thank you to EVERYONE who has read this and followed along. I have meet MANY AMAZING people on this journey. If it weren't for my friends and family, I think my journey would have been harder. I want to post special thanks and love you to my family, the last 8 years of illness', deaths, and births, our family bond has grown stronger and tighter than ever before. Granted, we all have our ups and downs, but we are all still holding on to each other as if there were no tomorrow. Thank you for accepting MY children as if they were blood. I see how each and everyone of you, hold, kiss, hug, and bond with my kids- my heart makes leaps of joy seeing the happy faces on the kids and yours. WE LOVE YOU...
A HUGE THANK YOU to my BLOG friends... Each and everyone of you have also made this journey easier... You rejoiced with me when Good things happened, you kicked my butt when I was down and eased my fears. I have so many of you that I want to thank... PLEASE forgive me if I missed anyone... Ginger, Wendy, Angel, Leigh, Princess D, Allen, Corey, Candy, Krystal, Nikki, Crystal, Carrie, Stephanie, Ruth, Melanie, Stacey, Olga, Lori, Michelle, Kim, Kerry, Mindy, Robyn, The Forum... AND Many more... I never realized just how many of you there are until I start listing them ... If I have missed anyone... SO SORRY... I love you all!!!
I am opening a new blog for our journey of life. I hope you will follow it too, as, me being a single mom of 2, I am bond to have ups and downs along the way, and will be open to suggestions~! HAHAHA... Here is the link to the new blog... I love the outlay that my friend Nikki did on it.
See you all there~!
Hugs
Ellie

Friday, February 22, 2008

FFF
Grandma holding Angelo after breakfeast, showing him all the squirrels in the backyard...
He seems more interested in what I am doing... But, gramma is CLUELESS, until she see this post!
HAHAHA
LOVE YA MOMMA!

Ellie

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Just a Quick Photo Update...


Things going well... Only person still having problems is Angelena, she has a doctor appointment tomorrow... Angelo has his complete physical tomorrow too!


Here are a couple of pictures...


Angelena likes to watch TV in the play room, and thought she would sit in her old bouncer that is now Angelo's....





Bath Time

Will you get that out of my face?

Look... I can still smile

Angelo Clone... She seems to want everything of Angelo's

Cheesen!
HUGS
Ellie

Friday, February 15, 2008

First the Photo of the morning after...

Angelena: Mommy, I am being cute, you better only be getting my picture.
Mommy: Angelena, be nice to Bo Bo, he loves his big Sissy..
Angelena: I am keeping him at arm distants, be cramps my Cuteness
Mommy: Acutally Angelena, nothing can cramp your cuteness... You are MY CUTEST LITTLE GIRL
Angelena: Mommy, I am your ONLY LITTLE GIRL!
Mommy: (Thought to self... How did this little girl get so smart?)
Now the catch up...
Well, lets just say, we are on round 2 of the Flu... ALL OF US... Including Angelena... I have already called the doctors, and they say as long as they are getting fluid in, keep an eye on them. We have appointments for complete physicals next week and if need be, they can see them sooner.
I found out yesterday that my mom, sister and her boys, were giving me a suprise baby shower on Sunday, but it is not going to happen. "SUPRISE" Not only are we sick, but my sister and one of her boys are sick too... So I think we are just all passing it around right now. So, we are off to make phone calls to let people know it is being cancelled and changed for a couple of weeks out.
Well... I am off to try to sleep a little more.
Hugs

Saturday, February 09, 2008

PICTURES ARE WORTH 1000 WORDS...

Meet Angelo, my little big man that has just seen his Foster Mother for the last time...

After a few hours of crying, the finally was content... (or exhausted)

The next morning... A very smiley little man... (even though he was sick... I will save those pictures for his wedding!)

Look, I actually liked those Green Beans....

Guess what.... I Am all up in Arms... I am going home!(AND DID I MENTION... THE GIANTS WON THE SUPERBOWL! I GOT TO WATCH MY FIRST SUPERBOWL WITH MY MOMMY)



This is Tuesday, after the Embassy Appointment...(I don't see any pictures on Monday... Wonder where that day went? I think my mommy and I were VERY under the weather) Gosh Mommy... You don't look bery good here... BUT YOU WERE HAPPY!

Saying good Bye to my Country Guatemala...

Hello Mr. Airplane... You are taking me to my new home... So Hurry up aready and let us on!

Look, I got to be in my own seat on this plane... No one sat next to me...

YEA WE LANDED IN HOUSTON, and HAD FRIENDS WAITING FOR US!!!
This is my mommy's Friends Wendy with her daughter and son Levi and Katie! (Wendy has a blog, and is adopting Ahren and PBJ from Guat too!)

My Levi is great with kids... He is going to be an awesome big Brother... And Ms. Katie... She ALREADY IS A GREAT BIG SISSY, LOOK AT THESE TWO LITTLE MANS CHEESEN FOR THE CAMARA!

There FIRST MEETING! Mind you it is 1 am in the moring!

WOW.... I LIKE THIS ... It lights up and makes music


WHY IS THAT KID IN MY OLD WALKER? MOMMY, I WANT IT BACK!


WHAT? TEACH HIM... OK, THIS IS GOING TO BE FUN!
SO, do you think, she has accepted him? TIme will tell... Yesterday was a very long day... But we got through it, and are ready to start again today!

I have more pictures, but this is the basic run!

Hugs
Ellie

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

No Luck with Pictures....

But, just wanted to give a little update...

Angelo and I had our appt. this morning. Even though we were #15, the Embassy took us first...

Because both of us are having issues... Needless to say... Yesterday was a big blur, and yes, be BOTH are drinking Pedilite...

Now onto Angelo...

He is amazing, regardless of how he is feeling. He has his ups and downs, and today, I have found out what his giggles and laugh sound like. You know it... Just like Angelena...But, you all know our little fiestY Angelena... Well, I am happy to say... Angelo will balance out the house... He loves to snuggle, he blinks his eyes at you like as if he is winking, he shakes his head as to say no, but it is a game... He giggles, wiggles, and yes, wraps his arms around you and kisses... He amazing....

Well that is enough for now... As soon as I get home I will post some pictures of Angelo...

Hugs
Ellie

Sunday, February 03, 2008

OK, I won't say much right now... Just know, it was a VERY LONG NIGHT...

Now, for a few pictures, if this will let me...

OK... That was a bomb...

Lets just say...

MAJOR BLOW OUTS..... NOW STOP.... WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE RUBBER GLOVES, GARBAGE BAGS WORK!

Today, he is much happer, but the blow outs seem to be more...

I will try for pictures again later...

GRANDMA.... Kiss Angelena for me.

Hugs Ellie

Saturday, February 02, 2008

I AM HERE....
Edited to add- YOU ALL NEED TO REMIND ME GUATEMALA TIME!
It is now 430 and Angelo is still not here. I just called and they are chenging the time to 5... Dang... I could have gotten 2 hours of sleep...
T minus 24 minutes an counting... Till Angleo is in my arms forever!
Wait till you see the picture view I have from my room... OMG...
CAN YOU SAY ............. BEE U TE FUL!!!!!!!!
HUGS... I am going to go drink some coffee... I only slept for 2 hours on the plane...
GRANDMA~
GIVE MY LITTLE SNUGGLE BUG A BIG KISS FOR ME... GOOD I ALREADY MISS HER!
Love Ellie

Friday, February 01, 2008

Yep... I HAVE BEEN TAGGED~BY JENNIFER~

This is Jennifers Blog - http://www.lifewithfishers.com/ Why don't you all go give her some love! Jennifer and Derek are adopting from Guatemala... Like me, they will have 2 Guatlings in there house soon... They have Elena (GOOD NAME- We have a few Elena's in our family) and are waiting on Brandon (yep, yet another good name - we have one in our family too!)

OK, so here is how it works.. The rules are to link the person who sent this and leave a comment on their blog so their readers can visit yours~Post the rules on your blog~Share 7 strange/weird facts about yourself~Tag 7 random people at the end of your post and link their blog~Let each person know they've been tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.So, here are 7 wierd/strange facts about myself.

1) Before I was a mommy... I was AFRAID of Poopy Diapers... Yes, I even wore rubber gloves when I first had Angelena... I just didn't want to get that stuff on my fingers... But, now... Out with the GLoves, on with the Hazmat mask! No, just kidding... The only time I use gloves now is if there is a MAJOR blow out... when it is everywhere, out of the diaper, in the clothes... THen I throw everything out... I will not wash the that stuff in out... TOO YUCKY! Lucky me, Angelena has only had 1 MAJOR BLOW OUT since she had been home from Guat...

2) I live on Coffee... I used to go to Starbucks drive thru in my PJ's in the morning, cause I couldn't funtion with out an EXPRESSO... Now, I have actually bought a Starbucks Expresso Machine and make my own in the morning...

3) I never wanted kids, cause I was the youngest of 5, and my siblings had kids and I used to borrow them for a few days and then could send them home... As I got older, and my nieces and nephews got older and started having kids, I would borrow them... Then, I realized I need my own kids... And TADA! I NOW HAVE 2!!! I never new the love in my heart would be like it is when you have your own...

4) I EAT CHEESE ON EVERYTHING....

5) I have to sleep with the TV on cause I have night terrors.

6) I believe in Ghosts and Spirits. I believe that they are among us everyday, and they show us signs that they are here. It is up to us to acknowledge them, or ignore them. I tend to acknowledge them and talk to them. (NO, I am not a freak... And no, I don't hear people in my head... They don't talk to me, they just make their presents known...)

7) I LOVE-LOVE-LOVE FRIED PICKLES WITH JALOPENO RANCH DRESSING FROM THE REST. BLACK EYE PEA... Now I am in CA, they don't have this resturant, and I have been CRAZING these for MONTHS... You would think I am preg. or something!

OK there you have it... Now for my TAGGING!

1) Ginger - http://www.meandmygirlmaya.blogspot.com/
2) Wendy - http://adoptingahren.blogspot.com/
3) Johanna's Mommy http://johannafaith.blogspot.com/
4) Ella's Mommy http://dawsondaetonemmyella.blogspot.com/
5) Muriel - http://tiarasandtutus.blogspot.com/
6) Nikki - http://fromguatemalatonj.blogspot.com/
7) Leigh - http://bodegalee-bodegalee.blogspot.com/

Happy Tagging! And... NOW THE NEXT POST WILL BE FROM GUAT! IF I can get connected!

HUGS... ELLIE!

Thursday, January 31, 2008

Last Post till Guat
OK... So tomorrow I will be leaving... I am so nervous and don't know why... It isn't like I haven't traveled to that country before... I can't sleep, I can't stay focused, I can't think...
I went to bed at 8pm last night, passed out... 10:56 I was wide awake, and my mind running circles, I finally fell back to sleep about 12, then woke up in a panic at 2am... Litterly sitting straight up on my bed trying to catch my breath from hyper ventalating... I had a very vivid bad dream... fell back to sleep abut 3:30 and woke back up at 4:30... Pretty much said forget it, and got up and made a cup of coffee... I cannot figure out what is wrong with me... I didn't have this much anxiety when I picked up Angelena... What is going on in the back of my mind that won't relax? I finished all my paperwork that need to be done prior to going to Guat, and sent it to my corrdinator to double check it cause my mind is being really flighty... She send me a LIST... BIG LIST... of stuff I have to redue on them... Out of 8 different forms, only 1 was right...
Anyway... So, here is another part of my plan... I will be taking my laptop, and if I can get Internet Connection at the hotel, I will post from there... But I am sure it will be only a little, as I am sure I will have my hands full with Angelo.
Well this will be my last post on US soil... So, thank you everyone for all your support, and I will talk to you later... Like, when I am a mother of 2! hahaha... OMG... Do you see that... of 2??????
HUGS
Ellie

Sunday, January 27, 2008

I AM SO IN LOVE...
Everyday I feel so blessed to have this little girl in my life... I never knew the kind of Love I have for her ever exsisted. The look she gives me, the hugs and kisses out of no where, the grins when she is doing something bad and knows it, the smelly things that come out of her...The way she curls up on my lap..


She is getting more and more independent, and when she gets herself into something she can get out of... The "HELP ME" yell is adorable... She is talking so much more... We have been working on numbers...
Here is how the numbers go:
ME: One
Ang: Two
ME: Three
ANG: GO
I can't seem to get her to do 4... She thinks it is a game... Which it is... But, at least she knows 123 GO!
Or, another favorite, she will drop something and go to look for it, and can't find it... She will pop her head up with her arms out and say "Where it go"... I would tell her, I don't know, and she will say it again, "Where it go".. it is soooo dam cute.
As we crawled into bed last night, I looked at her and said, baby, this is our Last Saturday Night together with out your brother... She looked at me and said... OK... NITE NITE... As if she really did know what we were saying. We cuddled up and started to fall asleep. Then she jumped up and crawled up on top of me and got right up into my face, and said... MINE... I thought what are you talking about, and then she kissed me, and laid back down and went to sleep. I just wonder if she really knew what I said, and was thinking about it, wanted to tell me, I am her's... I will never know... But these are the kind of cute and adorable things she does...
Anyway... I will close for now, and say as I have always said... I LOVE MY LITTLE GIRL WITH ALL MY HEART... SHE IS THE BEST THING THAT HAS EVERY HAPPENED TO ME, and NOW, I WIL HAVE ANOTHER BEST THING HAPPEN TO ME IN A FEW DAYS...
HUGS
ELLIE

Saturday, January 19, 2008

Travel Plans Set!

I will be leaving Sacrmento Saturday Morning (Friday Night) Midnight... Going to Houston, changing planes and arriving in Guatemala Saturday 12:33pm. I have asked that they bring Angelo to me that day. As, I can't wait to get my hands on him...


Here is our sch.:

2/2 Arrive in Guat

2/5 Embassy Appointment

2/6 Visa Appointment

2/7 RUN LIKE HECK AND COME HOME


We will be staying at the Grand Tikal on the 9th floor... Already confirm the reservation.


Angelena's foster mother will be coming to the hotel for a visit. She does know I am not bring Angelena, but she still would like to see me... So her and her daughter will come and spend an afternoon with us.


We were hoping Ginger was going to be able to come with us, but it doesn't look it is going to happen. She has recently moved and is starting a new job. She is planning on coming to CA, when Angelo is home, that way she will be able to see both my Guat Tots together at last.

There is so many people going to Guatemala around the time, I am sure we will be fine. I even know someone that will be there Monday moring to visit her Guat Tots and will be staying at the Grand Tikal... We have became pretty good friends of the last year or so.

I have meet many many family's through my adoptions, they have been a tremendous support. They know the ups and downs, and understands them. They don't give you comments that they just don't understand about. THEY ARE COMPLETE SUPPORT... AND I COULDN'T HAVE DONE THIS WITH OUT THEM... I LOVE YOU ALLL!
I also have a wonderful family that has been there through this with me, especially my mom. SHE IS ONE OF MY BEST SUPPORTS in these adoptions... She has been my bouncing board, for the good and yes, the bad too... I am SO SORRY MOM... I only hope I can be as big of an insperation to my children, as you have been to us. I know no one stronger than my mom... It takes a lot to take her down, and going through these 2 adoptions, I have been able to do that.... I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY MOM... I know you have been my source of strenght, and I feed from you! When I felt that I just wanted to give up, you would tell me... Look at that little girl, and tell her you want to give up.... You have a cure for everything! Now in a few (HOPEFULLY) short weeks, we will have the newest little Guat Tot in our home.... AND I PROMISE HE WILL BE THE LAST! MY NEW MIDDLE NAME IS: NOAHAMORE... get it... No More!
HUGS FOR NOW!
Ellie

Friday, January 18, 2008

PINK PINK PINK PINK
I recieved my PINK slip for the US Embassy...
Angelo is coming home, He will be placed in my arms forever on Saturday, 2/2 or 2/3, our Appointment is for the 5th, and our Visa Appointment is the 6th, and we will be coming home on the 7th!
Now, off to planning...!
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE FOR ALL THERE SUPPORT!
2 ANGELS WILL BE TOGETHER FOREVER!!!!!!
LOVE YA!

Thursday, January 17, 2008

THE PACKAGE ARRIVED IN GUATEMALA!!!
The DNA results arrived in Guatemala yesterday at 4:06pm. I have a copy of the DNA results, and they are 100%, no doubt that Angelo is the original child givin up at birth. No switching here... But we all know that, cause whats the chances of another child looking exactly like Angelena and not be related?
So, do you realize what my next post will be?
Got any clue?
Yep, you guessed it... WHEN I GO AND PICK HIM UP...
Now, here is the kicker, the US Embassy has 4 days to issue you an appointment, if you don't get it in 4 days, you can start stocking them. Well yesterday somones posted that their DNA was recieved at the Embassy on Monday, and the US Embassy issued them their Appointment Slip yesterday. Almost 48 hour apart. Their Appointment is on 2/1. So, now if I am so lucky... Our appointment can be either the 1st or 4th... IT JUST HAS TO...
So, keep your eyes open and keep checking...
HUGS
ELLIE

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

TIME IS TICKING SO SLOW

TIME IS TICKING SO SLOW
The next four days are going to be getting the best of me....
I have so much to do. Yet, I can't funtion.
I want this to hurry up, yet, I don't have enough time.
So here is my OFFICAL perdiction...
US Embassy received the DNA 1/16
US Embassy matches file and issues the Appointment Slip 1/18 - 1/22 (they have a 4 day waiting)
My appointment could be: 2/4-6
I can't even make my travel plans until they issue the appointment. I do know where I will be staying... Same place I stayed when I picked up Angelena...
Grand Tikal in Guatemala City.
I really like this place, and the people were friendly. They have an indoor swimming pool.. (not that I will go in it), they even had an underground mall that is attached to the hotel. Lots of places to go...
I JUST NEED TO KNOW WHEN!

Monday, January 14, 2008

2nd DNA SAMPLES ARE AT LABCORP
Edited to add: RECIEVED EMAIL THIS MORNING FROM PAT...
Hello Ellie-GREAT FANTASTIC NEWS
results are going out to the embassy today Fed ex tracking number ********** you can track them at www.fedex.com congratulationsI hope you will be bringing Angelo home real soon...send me an email if you get a chance when you get him back to the states...
YAHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Results should be sent back to the US Embassy sometime this week. Once the US Embassy has the results, they will match them with our Case File, and issue us an appointment to come and pick Angelo up...
Can you believe this...
Angelo will be coming home in a few weeks....
Yahoo!!!!!

Thursday, January 10, 2008

My Little Busy Bees.... And other Odds and Ends....
This is my nephew Johnnie, and My stinky butt Angelena... Here is the thing with this little peanut... Her Heart is as big a the world! She is a little helper... ANd if you don't let her help, she gets mad at you... Working with the Dolly Truck is her favorite, you see... We would take boxes in or out of the house and when the dolly was empty, she would through a fit to get on the dolly and go for a ride to get more boxes...
We were moving BOXES out of the house so we could bring the Christmas boxes in before Christmas... Now, look at her poss in this picture... She has the hip action working already... Oh, boy... AM I going to be introuble...
Let me tell you, this child amazes me every day... Something new comes out of her mouth... And yes, sometime you can understand her, and other time... WHO KNOWS! She sees people talking and she joins right in... What is so funny, is she has discovered her tongue... She is trying to use her tongue to say everything... And I think that is why half the stuff she says don't come out right.... Last night before I took her to bed, I told her I had to heat up her bottle (YES I STILL HEAT THE BOTTLE, ONLY AT NIGHT) (YES I GIVE HER A BOTTLE WHEN SHE GOES TO BED), she looked at me and said... BLAH BLAH BLAH BOBOL... I said yes, I am heating you Bottle... She looked at me and said... OK... WHAT??? When did she learn that... She ALWAYS says UHHA... And half the time it is NO, when she means yes... BUt, OK... OMG... She is like a little sponge... Takes everything in... I can hand her something and say, go give this to Grandma... She will run and give it to her... (of course I follow her, cause sometimes she gets losts)... She is getting so much better with the "Please" or as she says it "PEAZ", Thank you - TANK OU... Welcome... and Many Many more... She is my sweet little angel... That is growing up right before my eyes... PAUSE... Nope... Didn't work... Still growing!
Something that she hasn't stopped doing since day 1... Puts EVERYTHING IN HER MOUTH... My cousin says she is a little billy goat... She ALWAYS fines paper and tries to eat it... Some of her Hard CardBoard Book have cornors chewed off... I can't get her to stop... All I have to do is say... Whats in you mouth, and if there is nothing she will open her mouth wide so I can see there is nothing... BUt the minute she has something in there and I ask... She RUNS and tries to hide under the tables... She even likes to get into her diaper bag and chew on the velco ends of the diapers... Any suggestions would be helpful, except for Hot Peppers, that is just down right mean...
On to Angelo... He had his DNA done yesterday, so the results should be back to the EMBASSY next Friday... Once the embassy records them in, they will issue us an appointment to come and get him...
Now, I am on a mission this weeked to go shopping... I have to get BOY clothes... Diapers... Wipes, and other stuff that I will need for the trip, and when we get home... At this point, I wonder what he will look like in Pink... HAHAHA.. JUST KIDDING! I wouldn't do that...

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

A House Never Empty

No matter what we have to do, we always find time for family. When we were in TX, the only time any of the kids would come out there was durning their vacations. Now that we are shoulder high in boxes, don't even look in the garage... We always have family with us durning the weekends. It is amazing who much these kids get along... or rather say, don't have boxing matches.

When I first brought Angelena home she was afraid of everyone. Including the kids, she had to be clung to me the whole time, (which I didn't mind).... Now... when they walk in the door, she runs in circles, yells, jumps with excitement... Mommy who... Yep... I am a thought in the dark at that point... But that is good...

I love to see just who much these kids love each other. I told all the kids, Angelo will be home in a few weeks, and Oh Boy... Excitement in the house... We all sat down and watched the video I got of him last week, and were talking... The boys all agreed they were going to teach him boy stuff, cause me not being married, he needed a boy roll model... I thought that was so sweet... Later that day, the kids were playing XBOX, and I heard one of them say the "F" word... I called him into where I was and by the time he got there he was crying... I told him, I am not going to hit you, or yell at you, I am just going to talk to you... And I explained, I don't allow that in this house. Does he want Angelena walking around saying that word? I told him I don't want to hear that ever again... He was ok, and said sorry... Then I said... Are you going to teach Angelo those words? He started laughing and said, he can't speak english...

I busted out laughing, and didn't even get a chance to explain... That is another day...

I know that these kids love each other so much, and this is what I wanted for Angelena even before I knew about Angelo. I was on a mission to bring my family back together, and it appears to be working... Now, in only a few more weeks, Angelo will be coming home! Yahoo...
The suspense is killing me!
HUGS

Saturday, January 05, 2008

Thoughts....

Have you ever just laid in bed and watched your clild sleep? You wonder what she is dreaming about, you watch her facial expressions, you see her burst out with laughter.... But, you really don't know why... So why would you start laughing with her? I think I figured this out at 3 am this morning.... Your heart lights up cause you see your child in her most inoccent moments in life, and you know they are happy, which makes you happy...

On the flip side, what about those nights when she is sleeping and she has a frown on her face? or when she yells out... NO... Do you wonder what is going through her mind then... Yes... Do you want to wake them up cause they are having a bad dream... Yes... But do you wake them up... NO... (NEVER WAKE A SLEEPING BABY, THEY GET MORE PISSED OFF AT YOU!)

Do you ever wonder what they are trying to say to you, when they babel? You ask them what are you trying to say? And they repeat exactly what they said prior... SO you know in their minds they are saying the say thing... But what is it???? Why do after they repeat it 2 times, you still have no clue, but answer them YES? What if it was No Answer? What if they are saying "Can I go play in the middle of the street?" I have a new answer... I love you too!... Better safe than sorry!

Do you ever wonder... (OF COURSE... that was a stupid opening...) what are they going to be when they grow up? A Doctor, Lawyer, Teacher, stay at home mommy... Which ever it is, you KNOW she will be successful, cause you are instilling values in her now...

I so wish I could see in the future, read minds, understand babel talk... If only my crystal ball could tell me the answers, my magick wand helps me provide the saftey and understanding, I would be rich...

I have been taught that things happen for reasons, I have said this many times, aloud and on this blog, to friends and family.... Now, I do believe this, but now, I want to know the reasons. I have also always said, we may not know the reasons now, but someday we will find out the reasons.... Someday is here - SO TELL ME! WHY, WHY WHY...

Why is the sky blue
Why can't I sleep at night
Why can't my WHOLE family be safe and happy
Why can't we have perfect world
Why can't we have everything we want
Why can't we see the future


Why does it hurt so much when we don't have what we want now... (ANGELO - Granted he will be home in a few weeks)


Why is the Guat Gov being STUPID for all those kids waiting to come home(for those who read this that don't follow the Guat Adoptions Laws - major changes have taken place, and all the kids that have been waiting to come home have pretty much hit a wall, pending more stalled time)


Why do things change from hour to hour? Roller Coaster ride after Roller Coaster ride...

In my closing of thoughts... I know what is going on in Guatemala will not effect Angelo coming home. BUt is has effected 1000s of children waiting to come home... And I know many of these families, and can only pray that Prayers will be answered... The torment that the Guatemala Government is putting these family though is unbearable at times to say the least. I feel that many of these families are a part of my family, and those kids are like my nieces and nephews...
So with this I want my "Family" to know, I am with you all 100%

HUGS
Ellie

Thursday, January 03, 2008

DRUM ROLL PLEASE...
We have word that the Birth Certificate has been issued...
We have word that the Passport has been issued...
OUR DNA Payment will be processed tomorrow....
DNA will be taken the beginning of next week....
Once the DNA come back, which will be about 2 weeks, we will know the date we go and PICK UP ANGELO!!!!
OMG... WE ARE SO CLOSE!!!!!

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

THE NESTING STAGE
Now, let me remind everone that we moved middle of Nov. Angelena has been sleeping with me , and we have been using her room for a "Catch All"... With the unexpected news we are out of PGN on 12/17, we figured we needed to get working on the kids room!
Here is a before:
More of Before:
And After:



Mind you, we are still in the process of getting it all together, but I must say, it is a pretty good start... I still can't find the boxes for the beddings, curtains, and all the Pooh stuff... But, heck, any improvement at this point will do... Just don't look at my room now!
HUGS